Ups and downs

Describes my moods. Moods plural is definitely right. When I'm happy, I'm really happy, I don't even have that empty loneliness that used to plague me all the time, all that time ago. It's the sad moments that appear out of nowhere and last for entirely variable lengths of time that get me. It doesn't matter if I'm enjoying myself, or just not doing anything, when a sad moment comes that's what I feel.

*Sigh*

The whole thing is irritating. I just want this whole process done with. I simply haven't got the patience to put up with this for however long it's going to take.