:-) I love my ability to not use the correct words every now and again. There was no actual physical "allowing" anywhere in reality. I meant more of what almosthonest wrote, but I guess I expressed it very badly. I think I used the word "allowed" more in a derogatory fashion towards myself for not e-mailing her more, not writing to her more, not visiting her more, not phoning her more, basically, not being their for her more. I allowed myself to let those things slip, which I probably shouldn't have done, and that would probably constitute a mistake.
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Date: 2004-01-22 08:54 am (UTC)